Change is hard

 Hello.   As you may have noticed I've failed to keep my recent resolution to post every day.  I also remembered a few days before this, but didn't feel up to posting about it.  So I guess I'm starting to try again?

My sleep schedule isn't very regular; which often makes many morning tasks difficult to do since my "schedule" isn't typically the same.  I believe this irregularity is probably part of why I'm struggling so much to post every morning.  I also wonder if posting in the evening would be better as perhaps I might have more to say.

In this case, I don't really have anything to say, beyond what I said; admitting I messed up, and renewing my commitment to keep trying to post every day.

Until next time,

Jeremy

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